kinda worry..

2day we have done our performance...
it seems like a well done..
but still feeling not really confident after that...
now still dunno the result...
see..
next few days got any people talk about it or not...
and that's the result..

haiz...
don't know lar...
feel a bit unsafe about it...
myself also don't know...
maybe loss of confident...
haha..
what am i talking about?
whatever..

kinda tired now...
just done the performance 'early' in the morning..
then about 10 need 2 go 2 the violin exam...
grade 3...
then went back skul n study...
lewat 1 period already actually xD
half asleep during teacher teaching...
then fall asleep after teacher finish teaching..
last 2 period was perhimpunan for Hari Anugerah Ko-kurikulum..
i tried hard 2 get the performance for afternoon session..

i performed jianshu(sword routine) for solo...
finish the whole set coz maybe the performance will too short if just perform the half set..
i'm the only 1 who do the performance during the evening...
so..
juz like that time competition..
but i like competition more..
got carpet.. n people cheer 'jiayou' for me..
haha.. i still can't forget that kind of feeling..
once....

haiz..
i still like competition more..
i feel really pressure about performance...
especially at school..
a place that i'll be there everyday...
if i didn't done well..
they will misunderstood about wushu..
what i want is just let all the people at school to know what is wushu...
i don't know what is the result for now..
pretty not sure of it..

the people beside me said it's well done..
but..
the more they praise me..
the more i'm not sure about it..
maybe they only don't want me 2 worry much..
but i just want 2 know the truth..
what the most of the audience think when i performed..

i believe..
time will prove all this..
i need 2 wait..
for the true answer...
(sorry if something written wrongly or spelling error,as long as understand it..)