离别无常

一灯从怀中取出一个鸡蛋，
交给小龙女，
说道:“世上鸡先有呢，还是蛋先有?”
这是千古不解的难题。
小龙女接过蛋来，
见是个磁蛋，
颜色形状无一不像。
她微一沉吟，
已明其意，
道:"蛋破生鸡,鸡大生蛋；既有其生,必有其死。"

《神雕侠侣》     

 第30回-离别无常

乱七八糟 ...

千言万语，

不知从何说起……

最近啊，

这两天，

给一个傻佬气到……

都不知道该怎么形容……

啊……

抓狂了……

你问我为什么气一个傻佬？

这样我也很难回答。

气他不是，

不气他又不是……

我要神经了……

心魔，

又回来了……

好不想控制……

不说了不说了

天下无双

穿越红尘的悲欢惆怅。
和你贴心的流浪……
刺透遍野的青山 和荒凉。
有你的梦，
伴着花香 飞翔……


今生因你痴狂，
此爱天下无双……
剑的影子，
水的波光。
只是过往是过往……


如果还有，
贴心的流浪，
枯萎了容颜，
难遗忘……

回想

突然感触良多……
都是因为今天心血来潮，
翻看以前的日记……
原本想分享一些上来，
但想想，
没这个必要吧……
一切都过去了，
我也很自然的有所成长。


我庆幸，
我做对了选择。
看着某个部分的时候，
心中不寒而栗。
我差一点，
就让历史重演，
只需要一念之差，
我随时都会回去那深渊……


过去就因为认真，
才会印象深刻……
现在的自己，
没什么好担心，
一切安好，
只想好好地过生活……
不要想太多……

train hard!

going sinar bintang later..
will not be going to the kepong baru carnival..
i didn't practice for nearly two weeks..
i should work harder to do even better on the coming performance..
lazy is not my reason.
although i don't know what will i be performing .
but i won't let my body to be lazy..
anyway..
wish the best to me.

100天

第二个一百天 :D

14 days

it's really just around the corner..
i only left 14 days to prepare everything..
before i regret..
wish me luck ..

你 ♥

我喜欢站在远处，眺望你专注的表情 :)

cheer up :)

hope you are okay..
wish the best to you :)

like it!!

i'm falling for this song! :D

all the best :)

actually..
i don't know what i gonna say..
when i feel that i should have something to say...
something to write out here..
it just disappear when i open this page..


okay..
honestly..
i hope you are fine there..


and..
take care...


that's all.

煎熬

回来了……
说说这几天悲惨的假期吧……


第一和第二天，
我都在做同样的东西……
看神雕侠侣，
和看戏……
说到那本神雕侠侣嘛……
我也挺佩服自己，
竟然用了两天时间看完半本，
想起第一本我用了将近半年的时间看完……
不过说真的，
我在第二天的时候真得是从早看到晚，
有啦，
下午有两个小时在看戏，
看福建戏 =.=
外婆在看，
我也无聊到去凑热闹……


第三天开始，
就有点不同了……
开玩笑，
病了 ><
刚开始的时候，
发烧，
那就算了……
之后，
还一直泻……
肚子死鬼不舒服……
整天几乎都吃不下东西……
也就算了……
到了晚上，
更死……
几乎没有睡过……
半夜一直醒来，
不是去泻，
就是去呕……
都几乎没去吃东西，
还有东西呕 =.=
肚子痛到剩半条命……


第四天，
有好一点……
只是感到全身无力，
一整天躺在床上，
头也很痛……
完全没有胃口吃东西……
一整天只吃了那一小碗粥……
和几片面包……
肚子死不舒服……


第五天，
终于要回来了……
烧也退了，
肚子也好了，
吃差还是没有胃口吃东西……


现在，
还好啦……
只是全身好像还是很无力……
应该是这几天都没什么吃东西的缘故吧……
希望快点好了……
我快要比赛了……

started feel bored

hmm..
just left komsas, zhouji and simpan kira..
not i  want to left it..
just simply don't know how to do..
arghh..


so..
i'm quite bored alone now..
family all went out..
my bro is playing game..
me?
nothing to say also wanna come and write nonsense..


anyway..
i might have something to play :)

new look :)

changed!! :D
the new blog template designer is simply nice! :D
haha..
anyway..
i like the new look :)
will help the class blog to design now :D

1000 words

I know that you're hiding things 
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily


I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily


"Save your tears 'cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore to hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart?
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart


Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings


And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away 
They'll hold you forever


The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can forget
I still relive that day
You've been there with me all the way
I still hear you say

"Wait for me, I’ll write you letters"
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt when I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait?
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late

'Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though I can't see, I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings


Oh, a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever


Oh, a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings ohhhh


And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever

this song is truly nice!

but the lyrics are quite hard to memorize :|

格格不入？

刚练习回来……
少许疲倦……


呵呵……
都不知怎么了，
一个人的时候，
总是会想特别多……
一个人？
是的……


和他们，
有种格格不入的感觉……
心里有种莫名的寂寞，
突然涌上心头……
是不是我自己的错觉？
又是那种，
一个人的感觉……
陌生……
在一旁，
看着别人打打闹闹，
一面聊天一面笑……
我……
不知道该怎么形容……


脑海突然闪过一个念头……
不可能吧……
我答应过自己……
我没有放弃的理由。

365/2

2010年6月6日 中午12时正


半年了 :)


我珍惜这些得来不易的。


祝福 :D

holiday~

it's holiday!
anyway..
there are homeworks to be done..
and many others things ><
good luck for all :)

happy :D

it was quite nice just now..
i saw my kai gor's profile in facebook! :D
oh long time didn't meet him..
i can see he is still so yongshui from his pic xD
don't know how is him now..
sometime will heard from him last year..
but this year..
hm..
命运捉弄人……
anyway..
feel excited when i saw his profile! :D
although i might have see his profile name in my friend's profile,
but i never thought that was my kai gor!
happy happy happy :D