^o^

刚刚开始

加油！

第二段打完了！

最後一个组合

胜利!! ^o^

the war begins....

终于比完了！
突然感觉好轻松噢！
担心了那麽多天，
终于可以松一口气了！
想不到一切竟然过得那麽快．．．

第一天：
早上8点就到了Wisma OCM 的 OCM Sports Arena.
原本教练叫8点半才到的，
只是我不小心太早到 xD
所以还能做什麽。。
...........
(damn kanasai the chinese word..write english better)
so i warm up first after reach there..
damn bored also because i din't know anyone there TT
haiz.. damn useless..
so..
the event start with Group A male changquan..
got 23 people took part in that event..
wah the guys all very pro..

after the guys then the girls lo..
only have 7 people take part..
lucky i'm the last one xD
got a few is last year de k.l wushu team..
wah they all damn pro...
coach came n see us that day.
just give some short speech before the war..
i can feel really confident with him around..
when i'm performing,
i already forgot what i was thinking that time..
just performed through my feeling..
n after that...
i got 7.63 marks!!
wow i'm happy enough with that!
coz i thought i only can get 5-6 marks only..
wakaka damn happy xD

Second day:
today reach earlier...
7.30 a.m i already at there....
for what?
nothing...
bu xiao xin de..........
too early already .. haha xD

so..
nothing to do besides warming up..
haiz..
or else really nothing to do de wor..
today's event start with Group A male n female nandao..
so i have many time to warm up..
i saw my bro's friends..
same with him putrajaya wushu team also..
wah he is really good..

after nandao is Group A male n female jianshu..
don't know what's wrong,
but male only have 3 people taking part,
while female only have 2 people... ==
actually female have 4 people..
but dunno why the 2 others din't come..
1 of them is the last year's national jianshu champion..
feel disappoint coz cannot see her skill..
although i've seen before,
but she is really good...

i'm the first 1 for that event (not really happy about that)..
but what can i do with that..? haiz...
so ....
just perform it out..
at last i got 8.03!!!!
wah damn happy i was!!
i don't even think before i can get 8 n above!
i'm happy enough with that.. !

haha..
till now..
i also din tell my coach about the good news.. xD
i know he din aspect us to get medal for the competition..
but now i did it!
haha damn happy =D
i shall work harder next time..
i know i can do better than that xD

Final preparation

TT
my leg damn hurt TT
dunno tomorrow still can stand up or not..
now the leg also let me feel very weird..
dunno what can i do for it..
oh ya 1 more thing i need to worry about..
that is dunno this night i can sleep or not..
coz last time rakan muda wushu competition the night before that i slept 2-3 hours only..
so this time sure dunno i can sleep or not..
but maybe can lar..
coz now also i got a bit tired already..
haiz......

tomorrow is 8th June..
many days before that i just countdown n countdown..
then it just came slowly n slowly..
now is the final time i prepare for the war..
nobody will be my enemy..
it's just myself..
i have to do better than always i have done..
i believe i can do that..
i won't disappoint myself n my coach..

now..
hope i can always calm down n think ..
i know i always rush without thinking..
i always forgot to calm down..
that's why i cannot succeed in what is really important to me..
that is a lesson i have to learn to live happier..
nothing's gonna stop me to reach my dream..
especially myself..
i believe myself..

hmm....
now i just gonna figure out what should i do with my legs..
or else tomorrow i can die already..
oh ya..
good luck for those my friends who are fighting in the war now..
although i'm not really like what you all doing now..
have a nice day..

3 days left..

hmm..
lazy to change into chinese words..
so..
from now on only left 3 days..
tuesday night coach taught me some skill ed..
but still cannot catch the feeling ...
now only left 2 training..
gotta figure it out faster..
or else sayurnara lu..

haiz..
again....
everytime practice that movement also my leg will hurt TT
this is not the first time already..
last time also like that..
but still can't found the real feeling..
only got 1 time the coach said 'ok' about my movement.. TT
haiz..
what else i can do?
just keep finding the feeling..
actually know how's the feeling but not yet tried b4..

haiz..
what am i gonna do?
sometimes really feel hopeless..
but i had promise myself..
if really can't in because lost 2 someone else..
i also gonna make it wonderful also..
at least lose also make it beautiful xD

so..
never try..
never know..
many 'perhaps' in my mind now..
but i'll try my best to get what i really want..
i don't wanna disappoint myself..
so gambateh n do your best!
wakaka xD

实验

哈哈~
做了一项实验……
其实也不错的啦……
很好看一下的……
前一阵子从youtube下载的……
说实话……
我的教练有在里面哦……
哈哈~
猜猜看是哪一个？ xD
请继续往下看……

Wushu Demonstration

练练练

今天我又回小学……
回小学做么？
还有做什么……
不就是练习咯……
还有8天……TT
都几怕一下……

其实还ok啦……
就还是一样体能问题咯……
剑术最后一段都没什么力撑下去了……
幸好有教练在那边加油……哈哈
没有吗真的是很累一下的……
练组合的时候也是一样……
打两下罢了就很累了……TT
算了啦……
不会累就不爽了嘛……
哈哈~

只是真的是不懂我在做么咯！
今天练的时候一直打到自己……
都几废一下的……
到时候就很厉害了……哈~
然后就一直站不稳……
都不懂自己怎样做那个探海和卧云平衡的……
废到……

还是一样……
没有力度……TT
其实有些时候都不知道该怎样发力……
所以咯……
没关系啦……
反正这些东西再练多一段时间就能体会到了……
看我勤劳没有咯……
某方面啦……哈~

结论还是……
还有8天!!!!!!!
哈哈~

Kanasai......

今天比赛了……
说实在一点其实不是比赛来的……
自是在州手选拔赛之前的一个热身……
我有看到去年的州手……
还有我哥哥的朋友……

突然觉得自己真的很废咯……
也真的是很没用……
才上到场罢了就脚软……
有不是没有见过那些评判啦……
其中一个也和我哥哥挺熟的吗……
更何况是背对评判的……
很搞不懂自己在怕什么……

老实说这是我第一次打完整套长拳……
以前都是打分段，
或半套罢了……
没试过一次过打完整套……
所以今天打得时候真的是累到半死……
脚软又不听话……
那些跳跃又没有力……
所以整套长拳简直是kanasai这样……
没眼看……

更废的就是……
竟然临时取消没有比兵器……
昨天教练才跟我复习整套剑术来咧……
而且还是没有什么练到长拳那种……
结果今天没比剑术却比长拳而已？
主办当局也很厉害一下的咯！
亏我还对剑术比较有信心……
TT很想杀人了……
基本上我的剑术好看点的咯……
我要在州手选拔赛打剑术的咧……
开什么玩笑……
等下到时候又怯场怎么办？
TT我不想死多一次……

算了咯……
还有14天罢了……
看我到时怎么死咯……

剑术

嗯……
明天就比赛了哦……

今天早上回去自己的小学那边练……

有史以来第一次打完一整套剑术……

可是刚开始的时候就有一点失手 ><
不过没关系……
接下来都还挺顺利的……
只是我跑到很慢（==你们一定不相信）
真的咯……
结果就不能在限时中打完……TT

速度基本上还是挺慢的…
打到第三段的时候有一个地方不小心捣乱方向……
幸好不是比赛不然就很死咯……
到时要多注意一下……
不然就真的是sayurnara了咯……><
打完第三段过后就很喘了……TT
不过还是可以打完啦……

唉……

心脏病

原本是还有16天的……
没有错…日期也没有变……
可是……
真的会心脏病的咯！
哎……

今天早上的时候，
教练send了一封sms给我：
this sunday morning got Rakan Muda wushu competition at Bukit Jalil lrt station. Just beside the lrt station. 8am must be there.
..............
真的是WalauA.......
无端端杀出一个比赛……
而且还就在后天！
这种突如其来的震撼真的可以吓死人！
我还以为还有16天才到我生平第一次的比赛，
怎料到竟然会在后天上演！

其实我已经听说这个星期天有比赛了，
但资料不足，
而且教练一直都没有叫我去……
所以我就不觉得是什么很出名的比赛……
怎知道竟然是我哥哥去年参加过的Rakan Muda！
不过教练真的是很够吓人的……
无端端last minute才告诉我我有参加……
心理都不知道来得及准备没有……><

对了……
还有一件很奇怪的事……
教练没有告诉我哥哥咧……
看起来好像没有帮我哥哥报名……
这样是不是代表他没有参加？！
呜……很惨一下…… TT
唉……算了吧……

总之……
加油了………………