Final preparation

TT
my leg damn hurt TT
dunno tomorrow still can stand up or not..
now the leg also let me feel very weird..
dunno what can i do for it..
oh ya 1 more thing i need to worry about..
that is dunno this night i can sleep or not..
coz last time rakan muda wushu competition the night before that i slept 2-3 hours only..
so this time sure dunno i can sleep or not..
but maybe can lar..
coz now also i got a bit tired already..
haiz......

tomorrow is 8th June..
many days before that i just countdown n countdown..
then it just came slowly n slowly..
now is the final time i prepare for the war..
nobody will be my enemy..
it's just myself..
i have to do better than always i have done..
i believe i can do that..
i won't disappoint myself n my coach..

now..
hope i can always calm down n think ..
i know i always rush without thinking..
i always forgot to calm down..
that's why i cannot succeed in what is really important to me..
that is a lesson i have to learn to live happier..
nothing's gonna stop me to reach my dream..
especially myself..
i believe myself..

hmm....
now i just gonna figure out what should i do with my legs..
or else tomorrow i can die already..
oh ya..
good luck for those my friends who are fighting in the war now..
although i'm not really like what you all doing now..
have a nice day..